(memo to myself)

• cantar enquanto conduzo
• estar à beira-mar
• sair do banho e deitar-me na cama a olhar para o céu azul
• conversar
• estar em jardins
• observar desconhecidos
• passear sem rumo
• conhecer paisagens novas
• apreender ideias dos outros
• cozinhar

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com um brilhozinho nos olhos

lembro.me de cantarmos assim

lembro.me de ti, lembro.me de ti assim.

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(suspiro)

por muito que se goste, por muito que se faça, prioridades são prioridades.diferentes formas de vida, é isso.

já percebi, mas continuo a achar que o querer tudo ultrapassa. e eu queria, quero, os outros não.

e isso sente-se, cada dia de forma diferente, e mesmo assim igual.

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pôr as coisas em pratos limpos

depois de todos os posts (pouco claros) acerca do estado das coisas, penso que é importante esclarecer:

estou mal, em baixo e comecei a beber chá de hipericão (diz que faz bem ‘à alma)

(preciso de um abraço)

aceitam-se ideias e sugestões de como resolver um estado de espírito

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it keeps playing in my head

‘Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe Im too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight youre on my mind so you never knowWhen Im broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage hes done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-oneSo Ill wait for you… and Ill burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn

Oh lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come

Its never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
Its never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her
Its never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
Its never over, shes the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Well maybe Im just too young
To keep good love from going wrong

Oh… lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late

Well I feel too young to hold on
And Im much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage Ive done
Sweet lover, you shouldve come over
Oh, love well Im waiting for you

Lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late’

jeff buckley, lover, you should’ve come over

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as expected

tal como previsto, confirmou-se a recorrência.

esteve sempre escrito.

terminou como (e onde) começou

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trying to

figure out a new plan

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sincronismos

‘The storm is coming but I don’t mind.
People are dying, I close my blinds.

All that i know is I’m breathing now.

I want to change the world…instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that I know is I’m breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All that I know is I’m breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.‘

ingrid michaelson, keep breathing

nota: obrigada

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quotes: grey’s anatomy

Meredith Grey: ‘A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong? What if you’re making a mistake you can’t undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can’t pretend we hadn’t been told. We’ve all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.’

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importa não esquecer

‘O no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I’d said.

O no, what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle,
So I turn to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done,

And I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
And oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

O no, I see,
A spider web and it’s me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,

Singing that I never meant to cause you trouble,
And, I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh, no I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me .’

coldplay, trouble

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